Alas I'm Sick

7/24 1.34pm
I don't know how this would happens and I don't know why

Few days ago
Red spot tend to appear on my right shoulder
But I thought it was just a pimple
Thus I leave it there
and thought that it will be okay soon

Suddenly I woke up this morning
and found that there is a big area of my chest
growing more red spot and also vesicle hmmm...

No pain at all
Unless I scratch them
There are a bit itchy
Hmm I just feeling very okay

And a bit worry *sigh

I know that no one is gonna read my post
Owh if there is
Just pray for me okay :/

I wanna get well soon
*crossing finger

不惊喜的惊喜

上个星期五，我瞒着你回到吉隆坡。

时间算准了，你两点在茨厂街补习，我两点巴士就抵达Pudu。

本来想说骗你去我们常去的漫画店买小说给我，然后再骗你买朵玫瑰，而我就躲在店里等着吓你。谁知道那天你学校运动会所以迟放学，你决定补完习才去买小说。

在漫画店里背着手提电脑的我也等累了，拨通电话给你发脾气，说我要回家了。

那时电话通讯很差，几度挂断后，最后一通你吼我，叫我站住等你不准走回家。

惊喜都已经变成不惊喜了，唉。吓你不成啊，但是你看见我很开心呢。 （满足笑）

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星期日中午，你送我到Pudu。我要回家了。 （哭）

我还没上巴士你就必须先回家了，因为妈妈在家里等着。

虽然我知道每次你走我都会哭。但是我真的以为这几天有了那么多开心的回忆我会满足。结果我还是哭了，把头埋在你胸口哭得很凶。不好意思我真的控制不到啦。 （ 害羞）

那里是入口处，所有的人都在看我。我害羞之余忙着擦眼泪。

你说，
“别哭了，我不想别人以为我在漏奶”
“你离开家里的时候你妈和你道别你都没哭”
“刘俐莹我还没死，不要哭啦”

眼泪可以证明你对我有多重要么？

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老公，我爱你呀。你说下一次见面是八月你放假，我觉得好久好久哦。没办法啊，（擦泪）我等你。

（时间×爱）÷距离

I ♥ you
and this will be forever
because you are my everything
you are the one who I wish to see 
every single morning
you are the one who i wish to talk
every single moment
you are the one who i wish to hug
every single minute
you are the one who i wish to kiss
every single second
I love you,my dear ♥

这是老公po在我面子书上的状态。

然后有人来like了几个。（笑）

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两年四个月的感情，得来不易，真的非常难。

从吵架到分手又复合然后就再也不吵了，我回想起以前说分手那种撕心裂肺的痛，到现在连斗嘴生气你那么五分钟我都不舍得，我是不是太爱你了？比以前更了解爱，比以前更爱你，也更懂得爱你？

或许没有经历那么多次分手，看见你每一次的挽留，看清我们伤得多重是因为爱得多深，我们今天不会还在一起。又或者我们都不如现在幸福。这是必经的过程吗？

时间再久爱情还是苦的。

以前我们太不懂事互相伤害。现在我们懂了，又被距离伤害。我再爱你还是走不出这一环节，我恨远距离，真的很不喜欢。（叹气）

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老公，反正我爱你，真的很爱你。

虽然我知道你上大学后再分开三年还是必然的，只是……就别去想吧。呵呵。

反正我们还是会在一起。一定会在一起。

What are words *H-U-B-B-Y

10/7 12.30pm
Recently I am so addicted to this song
The melody keeps on playing and playing in my mind

Do you know what's the feeling when you listen to the music
and suddenly you think of your loved one
His face His voice His touch
and also the strong feeling of love?

The music is touching
But I feel warm is not because the melody or the lyrics
Is YOU
The music leads my mind towards YOU

Hubby you make me beautiful <3

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name
You'll see

How every single promise I'll keep
'Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave
When you need me most?

What are words
If you really don't mean them when you say them?
What are words
If they're only for good times, then they don't?

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, they never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent
Just for me and I know I'm meant
To be where I am
And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave
When she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them when you say them?
What are words
If they're only for good times, then they don't?

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, they never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here
Forever more

Every single promise I keep
'Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave
When you need me most?

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Second-hand Car = New Driving Life

9/7 1.21pm
Hahaha
The third round I drove my car in a small street
Then I accidentally hit my car on another silver car
Alas I escaped perfectly LOL
( Did I? )


After I got my driving license
My dad insisted to guide me on driving
as he mentioned my driving skill was awful
Whatever

Driving lesson with my dad was like took me forever
Sometimes I was tired
Sometimes I was irritated
( with the driving sessions okay sometimes with my dad also )
Sometimes I was even regretted to learn driving so early hmm

But then I'm an adult now
I must act mature act like an adult
So I just pushed myself to move *sigh
And now I can drive! Although I'm not a really safety driver :D


FYI
That unfortunately day was a rainy day
I was nervously driving home
When I try to turn into the narrow street
I bang into a car which parked at the left side of the corner

I reversed my car and scanned through the silver car
Nothing happened No scar Everything was just nice
Quickly I adjusted my steering and drove away

My car has a bit injuries on it haha
But I'm not sure whether is because of me or its ex-driver


No photos for this post
But I'll try to take some photo of my babe next time Hehe


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Hubby thanks for everything :))
You are the one who always worry and care about me
everytime when I am driving
You hope and you'll always make sure that I reach home safety
everytime when I go out
I'm glad to be your wife Sweetheart
mwah mwah! <3

“其实你一点都不坚强” #思念是一种病

“其实你一点都不坚强，你的内心很脆弱、很需要人疼。你只是不想show出来，因为你不想大家担心你。”

你是第一个这样对我说的人，我一直都很记得。

这两个星期里我一直哭，有时在你面前，有时背着你，但是你都知道。

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“Don't hang up when I'm talking and off your phone!”

这是你发来的信息。

那一次我真的感觉很depress。在电话里头说不出话，又不想隔着电话哭，所以把电话挂断了。你打来好多好多次，直到我接电话为止。听见我的声音后，你是生气却又不舍得指责，只是说你爱我。

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还有一次是我过分了，我说想在金宝找个男朋友。可以天天见面我就不会哭，甚至晚上有人能拥着我睡。（那晚来月经肚子不舒服，天气又冷，很想老公抱抱。）

结果你就生气了，说你不想聊下去，要我挂电话。我试着撒娇，而那是你少有的一次，用不友善的语气拒绝我。你再说了一遍你不想对我说话，我对你吼了一句“不想说话就别说”，然后我也挂了。

我开始哭了起来，哭了好久，你打来但是我一直不接。最后还是不忍心，按了接听但是我不作声。

你一定是知道我在哭，你说话的语气很温柔。“老婆，明明是你气我，该哭的人是我吧。”

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你知道今天是什么日子吗？

每年的7月6日为国际接吻日，又名国际亲吻节（International Kissing Day）。

我好想吻你，真的很想。我非常非常想念你，那种思念就是折磨着我，到那种每每想起你就会哭的程度。这两个星期里面，在电话里我每天平均要哭一次。你总是说你也会想我，鼓励我坚强一点不要总是哭。

老公啊，我做不到。一想到你在那么远的地方，那种揪心的痛就是会把我逼哭，我真的做不到坚强。所以我选择不让你知道，我更常背着你哭了。

你知道了又怎样？只不过是陪我一起心痛而已。

我答应过你不会再为了这件事发脾气闹分手，但是眼泪我真的不能控制。原谅我一直隐瞒你，你一定会知道我偷偷地哭，但是我不说你就不知道有多频密。

给我一点时间吧，好吗？

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他死后见到上帝 ~

上帝说：
“你无法上天堂，因为你偷窃过，虽然是为你的妻子治病。”

他说：
“我愿意下地狱，我想知道我的妻子在天堂还好吗？”

“她也在地狱。”上帝答

“为什么？她是个好人！” 他愤怒了

上帝说：
“她问我你死后会去哪，她要和你在一起，她说有你的地方才是她的天堂。”

看了又想哭了。

在fb看见的，share了给你，再补上一句“‎她说有你的地方才是她的天堂，现在她在地狱里。”

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老公，只想告诉你我很爱你。真的非常爱你。我知道你会担心。有时候我总是对你闹脾气，或者哭了又不说原因，还是明明哭了却逼你假装你不知道，但是可不可以原谅我？

谢谢你对我那么那么好。