An Emo Post

6/23 10.39pm
As usual

We chat in the night

And he told me something different

"Just be yourself."

All of a sudden
I felt like hit by an electric shock on my head

I was like "huh!?"

Then he said

"Take care of yourself."

Erm yeah

I overheard

But then it gives me a clue

to just be myself

Sometimes I don't understand

As I grow up

I lost my loved one

I can't find true friend

And the people who used to be my soul mate

Turning to be my enemies

Is it my fault?

Is it all my problem??

I'm exhausted

I hate the feeling to eat alone since I have classmates
I hate the feeling to sleep alone since I have a roommate

I hate the feeling to live alone since I have friends and family

I'm lonely and empty but WHO CARES

They DON'T EVEN KNOW

They don't listen to me

She said no one should be nice to me 

include all the people I love

If they have to love me as how much I love them

It makes their lives miserable

Is it right?

Is it my fault to love people and wish to be loved

I just don't understand

Is it true that I don't deserve to be loved?

No matter how much I do? How hard I try?

Because this world has no love?

Maybe I'll figure out it someday

PS Hubby I love you because you are always there for me